That year, I realized life was proceeding as it should, my mother was obsessed with education and the idea of infancy, adolescence and so on... they were times in which you were being prepared for a future life. All of a sudden, I realized that life did not start later, but from square one and it always proceeded that way.You can take the reigns at any time and turn fate to your liking, this was a revelation, a great shock for me.